WDTPRS – 15th Sunday after Pentecost: The Church is taking on water. Is she sinking?

For the last few years I’ve had a terrible inkling that the Church hit an iceberg and is taking on water faster than it can be pumped.

It has ever been so, in cycles, since the Lord’s Ascension.

The Church will not sink, capsize or founder.

The Church, guaranteed by Christ to remain, will come to safe harbor even if in a single life boat.

Christ is our vessel, sails, oars, wind and navigator.

This Sunday’s Collect for Holy Mass in the Traditional Roman Rite survived the long knives of the Consilium to live on the in the Novus Ordo editions of the Missale Romanum on Monday of the 3rd Week of Lent.  Figure that one out. We find it in the 8th century Gelasian Sacramentary for a Sunday, with a minor spelling variation.  Hence, it is ancient.  There are reasons to think that the prayer is even more ancient.  Here is the text:

COLLECT (1962MR):

Ecclesiam tuam, Domine,
miseratio continuata mundet et muniat:
et quia sine te non potest salva consistere;
tuo semper munere gubernetur.

Interesting.  Usually in our Collects when we address God we add other adjectival phrases like “Omnipotens sempiterne”.  The spare “Domine” only occurs three other times (2nd Sunday of Advent, 2nd and 11th Sunday after Pentecost).

The word order is also noteworthy.  We begin with “Ecclesia tuam”, for indeed it is.  Also, in the last colon, that tuo semper munere gubernetur has a double, interlocking hyperbaton: tuo separated from munere and semper separated from gubernetur.   Moreover, in that second colon of the protasis, we have not two, but three petitions.  Easy to spot are mundet and muniat, but there is one buried in continuata miseratio.

Riveting, no?

We must not pass over the sound of this prayer.

The Roman, Latin prayers, particularly those which were handed down intact from earlier centuries, such as the time of St. Pope Leo the Great (+461), are elegantly sculpted both in their rhythm and their sounds.  Notice the wonderful alliteration throughout.  Tying the whole thing together from top to bottom are the glottal sounds (made in the back of the throat with the tongue), on the voiced or unvoiced glottal “k” sound of Ecclesiamcontinuata…quia…consistere…gubernetur.    Then we have an interlocking series of alliterations.  There are many humming “m” and “n” sounds: Ecclesiam tuam, Domine, miseratio continuata múndet et múniat…. Keep in mind that in ancient times, the final “m” was pronounced in a very nasal way, which survives in many instances in French and Portuguese.  So, this pray begins with a deep hum.  Then you shift to sibilants, the hissing “s”, with snappy “t”s along the way: et quia sine te non potest sálva consístere; tuo semper….  Then we go back to our humming “m” and “n”, but with a lovely rhythmical closure or clausulasemper múnere gúbernétúr.

Speak or sing this to get at the real beauty of this gem, with its glittering facets of phonemes.

And now the part you’ve been waiting for… vocabulary.

Gubnero was a favorite word of the great ancient Roman orator Cicero.  That feast of Latin lemmata, our thick and juicy Lewis & Short Dictionary,  says guberno is “to steer or pilot a ship”.  Logically, it also means “to direct, manage, conduct, govern, guide”. The Liddell, Scott, Jones Greek Lexicon, or LSJ, says that kubernao is “steer”, “drive” and metaphorically “guide, govern” and then “act as a pilot, i.e., perform certain rites in the Ship of Isis”.

I can’t quite imagine – don’t want to imagine – what those “rites in the Ship of Isis” are.  I suspect they involve certain Jesuits.

The super-charged word munus is a little hard to get at in English is this Collect.

A munus can be “a service, office, post, employment, function, duty”.  Should we avoid reducing God to a functionary?   It is true that God is often said in our prayers to have pietas, which carries a strong sense of “duty”, but in Latin prayers pietas, when applied to God, is really more like “mercy”.  For man the term pietas  is “duty”.  In this instance of munere, we ought to lean toward another, less common meaning in the L&S, namely, “a service, favor”.  In fact the liturgical Latin dictionary we call Blaise/Dumas has, “don, faveur (de Dieu)”.   There is a connection between munus as “duty, service” and as “gift”, in that munus stood also for a public work given to the city by an individual. For example, a great Roman might put on public games and feasts for the people, or erect a temple or public building as a munus given from civic duty as well as to increase his and his family’s gloria, that is, his share in the honor of the state.

Concerning the debate about the meaning of munus in Benedict XVI’s odd resignation speech, we must note what Card. Erdö concluded in his paper on the uses of munus, ministerium and officium.  They are used in a virtually interchangeable way across different genres of documents.  Therefore, he said that clearer definitions were needed.  This was years before Benedict issued his notification about quitting (aka running from the wolves).  I digress.

The verb consisto is “to stand still, stand, halt, stop, make a stop” but also many other sorts of “taking a stand”, such as what soldiers do when about to fight, or what you do in court to defend your position.  There is a “moral” stand one takes, as well as “stand with” someone.  However, both in the L&S and Blaise/Dumas we see that consisto can simply mean “to be, exist”.  In fact, this notion of “standing” (sisto) is also the root for existo.  It is as if, in the case of the later, that as things come into being, they “stand forth” (ex-sisto) from nothingness.

It seems to me that our author was also having a good time with the similar sounds of mundet, muniat, and munere, all very different but with phonic hooks that pull them conceptually together.

This week allow me also to play around with some alliteration in rendering our prayer, still sticking to a slavish version of the Latin lines.  I will also try to capture something of the nautical imagery.

LITERAL TRANSLATION:

Let Your continuous compassion,
cleanse and defend Your Church, O Lord,
and because without You she cannot stand to, safe,
may she forever by Your favor be steered.

Nota bene: The subject is miseratio continuata, not Domine.  But the real subject is Domine, right?  Miseratio is a replacement or personification: the Lord is Mercy Itself.

In nautical parlance, to “stand to” means to “stay on a certain course”.  This is how I try to unpack the meaning of consisto, which aims at the concept of “consistency” and “staying” firm.  Because in this world the Church is on a journey, as a pilgrim, I didn’t want simply to say “stand firm”.  But gubernator, as the master of the ship’s course, who “governs” where the ship goes, helped me think of “stand to”.  Also, I could have said “safely”, but salva is an adjective, not an adverb, and I am feeling a bit more archaic than usual as I write today.

CURRENT ICEL VERSION (2011 – during Lent):

May your unfailing compassion, O Lord, cleanse and protect your Church, and, since without you she cannot stand secure, may she be always governed by your grace.

They didn’t go for the nautical image.  Too bad.  It is impoverished as a result.

One of the meanings of munio, which gives us the muniat in the prayer (“to build a wall around, to defend with a wall, to fortify, defend; to guard, secure, strengthen, support”, for munio stems from moenia “walls”) is also “to open a road”,  viam munire.

Maybe we can get our heads into this prayer by thinking of the Church, often portrayed as a ship, as in Peter’s Barque or the sailing ship in the vision of St. John Bosco, as that fortified way through the heaving waters of the world, with its distractions both sensual and diabolical, that threaten to blow us off our course.

As they sail in dangerous waters, ships need a well-prepared steersman to govern her through the shoals and currents, to avoid the reefs and rocks hidden beneath the waves.

There are times when we have a following wind, that favors smooth and direct sailing.  At other times, we must tack back and forth to make slow headway, or even run before the wind when the sea and the storms rise in frightful force against us.

In all these conditions, the captain and navigator and steersman seek the best course for the good of the whole ship and all who sail in her, according to the charts available, personal experience, the smell of the wind, the look of the sea, and the map of the sun, moon and stars.

In many ways these images of the ship at sea exemplify the experience of the Church.  Our Popes, bishops and pastors seek the best course as they know how, seeking to guide the barque in perilous waters and times.  At least we hope they do.  Hard to tell, sometimes.

In his meditation for the Way of the Cross in 2005 Card. Ratzinger said:

Lord, your Church often seems like a boat about to sink, a boat taking in water on every side.

In his homily for the Solemnity of Sts. Peter and Paul in 2006 Benedict XVI said:

The Church – and in her, Christ – still suffers today. In her, Christ is again and again taunted and slapped; again and again an effort is made to reject him from the world. Again and again the little barque of the Church is ripped apart by the winds of ideologies, whose waters seep into her and seem to condemn her to sink. Yet, precisely in the suffering Church, Christ is victorious.

In his final General Audience (before quitting) in 2013 Benedict said:

I have felt like Saint Peter with the Apostles in the boat on the Sea of Galilee: the Lord has given us so many days of sun and of light winds, days when the catch was abundant; there were also moments when the waters were rough and the winds against us, as throughout the Church’s history, and the Lord seemed to be sleeping. But I have always known that the Lord is in that boat, and I have always known that the barque of the Church is not mine but his. Nor does the Lord let it sink; it is he who guides it, surely also through those whom he has chosen, because he so wished. This has been, and is, a certainty which nothing can shake.

Well… most of them them try to steer well and make the right decisions about wind and wave.  Some do it well.  Others … not so much.

In human terms we do our best to steer our course and we can make mistakes.

In divine terms we know that no matter how terrifying are the winds and seas which buffet us and threaten to bear away our spars and sails, Christ’s sure hand rests on the wheel.

QUAERITUR: Right now, perhaps we have a Pope who is … what would you say?   Tacking?  Running before the wind?

We can take a couple things from this.

It might feel sometimes that the Church heading for this…

Instead of this…

Firstly, nothing contrary will prevent Holy Church from finding safe harbor in Him.  We will come home to a safe landfall.

Eventually, though storms and becalmings, we will make it.

Also, when we personally get off course, we can find our way back… in the confessional.

GO TO CONFESSION.

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I’ve been to this. Incredible.

Think fast.

Every have days like this?

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4 Sept: St. Moses, Old Testament prophet, lawgiver, forerunner of Christ

Today is the feast of St. Moses, lawgiver and prophet in the Old Testament.

Many people do not realize that may Old Testament figures are considered by Holy Mother Church to be saints. Many of them are listed in editions of the Roman Martyrology, both pre-Conciliar and post.

Here is today’s entry for Moses.

1. Commemoratio sancti Moysis, prophetae, quem Deus elegit, ut populum in Aegypto oppressum liberaret et in terram promissionis adduceret; cui etiam in monte Sina sese revelavit dicens: “Ego sum qui sum”, atque legem proposuit, quae vitam populi electi regeret.  Ille servus Dei in monte Nebo terrae Moab coram terra promissionis plenus dierum obiit.

Anyone want to take a crack at What The Martyrology Really Says?

Also, a question/request to readers:

Have any of you ever seen a stained-glass window of Moses at the cleft in the rock in Exodus 33?

I would like a good photo.

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3 Sept – Anniversary of the Death of Fr. Paul Mankowski, SJ. – Rest peace Mankus Chrysokalamus!

Today I saw a piece by Phil Lawler which reminded me that yesterday was the anniversary of the death of a truly fine human being Fr. Paul Mankowski – six years ago.   Such a loss.

Lawler is entirely justified in both his praise of Fr. Mankowski as well as in his scorn for his Jesuit superiors, a certain homosexualist Jesuit, and the archbishop of a large windy see.

Not to be missed is how Mankowski went after fellow Jesuit and traitorous slime dog Robert Drinan.

Also, Manko wrote a devastating critique of Jasmine’s homosexualist crusade which outraged that windy see guy.  HERE

One thing that Lawler doesn’t cover – but must be covered – is Fr. Mankowski’s contribution to the extremely important “Five Cardinals Book”.

US HERE – UK HERE

Remaining in the Truth of Christ: Marriage and Communion in the Catholic Church contains five essays of cardinals, of the archbishop secretary of the Vatican congregation for the Oriental Churches, and of three scholars on the ideas supported by Walter Card. Kasper from which the Church is still reeling today.

Still reeling today… yes.  You will recall that it was at that 1st “Synod on the Family” 10 year ago under Francis that Kasper offered his musings about shifting truths, lived experience, and Communion for adulterers.  That stuff made its way into Amoris laetitia and the infamous footnote.  Amoris won’t die.  As a matter of fact, Leo is going to celebrate Mass for the anniversary of Amoris on 14 October and has asked convoked the presidents of the world’s Episcopal Conference to the Meeting in Rome to examine and discuss the teachings of Amoris laetitia. HERE  The Five Cardinals Book was publish simultaneously in several languages and sent through the Vatican Post to all the members of the Synod of Bishops who were meeting in Rome.  When the mandarins of the Synod figured out what was in all those envelopes they stole the books from the mailboxes (which I suspect was a violation of postal law).

To make this short, Mankowski’s essay Dominical Teaching on Divorce and Remarriage: The Biblical Data is sheer brilliance.  He proved with masterful philological expertise that the “exemption” to Our Lord’s prohibition of divorce in the case of porneia in Matthew 19 referred not to adultery or sexual licentiousness, but to incest or polygamy, in which case, there could be no marriage in the first place.

As a couple of my close friends – who worked on The Five Cardinals Book – observed today:

  • St John Chrysostom, virulent tongue, comes to mind. Exiled twice and died in exile.
  • I often go back to that chapter as starting point for personal prayer and study for how masterfully he connects marriage as willed by God and Christ proclaiming himself God and legislator because He was there as such “in the beginning”.
  • Rest peace Mankus Chrysokalamus

You will also want to see the collection made by George Weigel after Paul died.

Jesuit at Large: Essays and Reviews by Paul Mankowski, S.J.

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They are all worth it and timely.  It includes his take-down of the Jesuit homosexualist activist James Martin’s dreadful book which made the knees of so many bishops get weak, entitled “Pontifiex Minimus“.

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What Does The Prayer (Hymn) Really Say? Aeterna caeli gloria (Lauds on Fridays after Pentecost)

I did it yesterday, I’ve done it again today.

Let’s have a look at the hymn for Lauds today, which id a “dies non” Friday in the “green” time after Pentecost.

This is the Urban VIII tinkered version from the 17th c. which is in the Breviarium Romanum.  The site Thesaurus Precum Latinarum has the variants.  The hymn was preserved in the Novus Ordo Liturgia Horarum, with pre-Urban elements restored.  The hymn is generally ascribed to the “Ambrosian” style and the 5th c.  It is in iambic dimeter, with the classic 8 syllable lines in six quatrains of 4 lines.

Since it a Friday hymn, it is associated with the Passion of the Lord.  We ask Christ to give light in our dark, fallen world.  Friday’s natural sunrise points toward the supernatural dawn won through the Cross.

LATINENGLISHCOMMENTS
Ætérna cæli glória,
Beáta spes mortálium,
Summi Tonántis Únice,
Castaeque proles Vírginis:
Eternal glory of heaven,
Blessed hope of mortals,
Only-begotten Son of the Most High Thunderer,
And offspring of the chaste Virgin:
Christ is addressed with a series of vocatives.  We profess His divine generation and human birth by Mary.  I like the “Thunderer”, which recalls “The God of glory thundereth” (Ps 28/29:3)  as well as the special VESTING PRAYER FOR THE CLIP ON MICROPHONE (cf Ps 76:19-21, Ezekiel 1:16)
Da déxteram surgéntibus,
Exsúrgat et mens sóbria,
Flagrans et in laudem Dei
Grates repéndat débitas.
Give Thy right hand to those who are rising;
Let the mind also rise up, sober,
Burning even unto the praise of God,
And render the thanks that are owed.
Lauds is in the morning, so there is rising imagery.  The “da dexteram” suggests Christ’s hand to Peter sinking in the water.  “Sober” points to spiritual attentiveness and might also suggest “sobria ebrietas“.  The sober mens becomes flagrans
Ortus refúlget Lúcifer,
Præítque solem núntius:
Cadunt tenébræ nóctium:
Lux sancta nos illúminet.
The risen morning star shines brightly,
And as herald goes before the sun;
The darknesses of the nights fall away:
May holy Light illuminate us.
Lucifer is the “morning star” (Venus or sirius at this time of year).  There is an echo of John 1:9 and Eph 5:14.  The “herald” could refer to John the Baptist who was not the light but gave witness to the light. 
Manénsque nostris sénsibus,
Noctem repéllat saeculi,
Omníque fine témporis
Purgáta servet péctora.
And, abiding within our senses,
May it drive away the night of the world,
And through every ending of time
Preserve our hearts purified.
Move from physical dawn to interior illumination.  “Night of the world” is the fallen state.
Quæsíta iam primum fides
In corde radíces agat:
Secúnda spes congáudeat,
Qua maior exstat cáritas.
May faith, sought now in the first place,
Drive its roots into the heart;
May hope, the second, rejoice together with it,
And charity, which stands greater than these.
This is the Pauline: “And now there remain faith, hope, and charity, these three: but the greatest of these is charity” (1 Cor 13:13). The soul’s progress from faith, through hope, into charity parallels the morning’s progress from darkness to light.
Deo Patri sit glória,
Eiúsque soli Fílio,
Cum Spíritu Paráclito,
Nunc et per omne saeculum.
Amen.
To God the Father be glory,
And to His only Son,
With the Paraclete Spirit,
Now and through every age.
Amen.

The hymn describes a double awakening. We rise bodily from sleep and spiritually from the world’s night. Christ takes us by the hand, clears our mind, sets our heart on fire.  He plants faith in us, joins hope to faith, and completes both with charity.

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What Does The Prayer (Hymn) Really Say? Iesu Redemptor Omnium

Here’s an experiment.

Today in the Vetus Ordo we honor St. Pius X, of happy memory.  For Lauds, we have the hymn Iesu Redemptor Omnium.   I spotted something in it which made me want to drill a bit.   Let’s see what we can do with this.

This is for the Common of a Confessor Bishop and version we have goes back to Urban VIII’s tinkerings in the 1632 Breviarum Romanum.  Some have attributed it originally to St. Martin of Tours, but… well….  The mediaeval versions differ.

In any event, what we have here are five quatrains of iambic dimeter.  Each line has eight syllables.  The line of thought is 1) Invocation of Christ, 2) Commemoration of the saint, 3) his renunciation of the earthly and reward in Heaven, 4) Petition for intercession, 5) Trinitarian doxology.

What Does The Hymn Really Sound Like?  Here are the Benedictines of Le Barroux at Lauds 3 Sept ’26.  It is slightly different.

LATINENGLISHCOMMENTARY
Iesu Redémptor ómnium,
Perpes coróna Praesulum,
In hac die cleméntius
Indúlgeas precántibus.
Jesus, Redeemer of all,
Everlasting crown of bishops,
on this day show greater mercy
to those who pray,
Christ has two titles here: Redeemer and Crown.  Christ crowns His own merits in us and He is the “crown” of the blessed in Heaven.  Note: unfading crown of glory in 1 Peter 5 for faithful pastors
Tui sacri qua nóminis
Conféssor almus cláruit:
Huius celébrat ánnua
Devóta plebs solémnia.
On which the gracious Confessor
of Thy sacred name shone forth;
whose yearly solemnities
the devout people celebrates.
Latin qua refers to die in the last quatrain.  “Confessor” here is someone who professes the Faith.
Qui rite mundi gáudia
Huius cadúca réspuens,
Æternitátis praemio
Potítur inter Ángelos.
He, duly spurning the fleeting
joys
of this world,
possesses the reward of eternity
among the Angels.
Potitur, “possesses,” “enjoys, has obtained”.  Cf Matt 19:21
Huius benígnus ánnue
Nobis sequi vestígia:
Huius precátu, sérvulis
Dimítte noxam críminis.
Graciously grant us
to follow in his footsteps:
at his prayer, forgive
Thy little servants the guilt of sin.
Dimitte invokes the Our Father
Sit Christe, Rex piíssime,
Tibi, Patríque glória,
Cum Spíritu Paráclito,
Nunc, et per omne saeculum.
Amen.
To Thee, O Christ, most loving King,
and to the Father, be glory,
together with the Spirit, the Paraclete,
now and throughout every age.
Amen.
The Church’s praise raised now echoes into eternity.

So, there it is.  The hymn’s driving image is the ascent from time into eternity. The bishop, in this case Pius X, renounces the world’s fleeting pleasures, shines forth on the anniversary of his dies natalis – heavenly birth, receives Christ as his crown, lives among the angels, and leaves a path, “vestigia…footprints” for the faithful below who praise the Holy Trinity in advance.

There!  Now have a fuller grasp of this hymn, which comes along pretty often.  Gotta keep drilling.

If you are wondering, Yes, Iesu, Redemptor omnium was retained in the post-Conciliar Latin Liturgia Horarum, but in a revised and expanded form and in the “Common of Holy Men” for one saint.  Some things from before Urban VIII’s tinkerings were restored.  (I rather like it more.) It may be used at First Vespers, the Office of Readings, and Second Vespers. At Lauds, the corresponding hymn is Iesu, corona celsior.

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St. Teresa of Avila’s “Prayer to Redeem Lost Time” and the Purification of Memory

Have you seen this?   I hadn’t for some years, but it came across my screen today.

St. Teresa of Avila’s “Prayer to Redeem Lost Time”

O my God! Source of all mercy! I acknowledge Your sovereign power. While recalling the wasted years that are past, I believe that You, Lord, can in an instant turn this loss to gain. Miserable as I am, yet I firmly believe that You can do all things. Please restore to me the time lost, giving me Your grace, both now and in the future, that I may appear before You in “wedding garments.” Amen.

I frequently lament to myself about the time I’ve wasted in my life.  Hence, this prayer caught my eye.  And because it seemed a good prayer, I wanted to know its provenance.  As it turns out, some rather famous things are attributed to this or that writer… and they never wrote them.  For example, the old chestnut that St. John Chrysostom said that hell is paved with the skulls of bishop… nope.  It might very well be true, but that’s not John Chrysostom.  Or, attributed to St. Augustine, “he who sings, prays twice”.  Frankly, it should read “he who sings well, prays twice”… but again… nope.  What Augustine wrote was “cantare amantis est… singing belongs to one who loves”.  I could multiply examples, but let’s get to the point.

I did some digging about the aforementioned prayer.  Although it is attributed to St. Teresa of Avila the English version is an expanded adaptation of her words rather than a strictly literal translation.  It is substantially authentic in its main content, but it is not what St. Teresa wrote.

The source for the prayer is the fourth of her Exclamaciones del alma a Dios, usually dated to about 1569.  According to the tradition recorded by Fray Luis de León, Teresa sometimes composed ardent meditations after receiving Holy Communion. The complete Spanish work is available through the Biblioteca Virtual Miguel de Cervantes and in a modernized text at Teresavila.

The key passage that interests us reads:

¡Oh Dios mío! ¿Cómo padecéis que haya quien se precie en cosa tan miserable? Procurad Vos, Señor, que no nos entendamos. ¡Oh, qué tarde se han encendido mis deseos y qué temprano andabais Vos, Señor, granjeando y llamando para que toda me emplease en Vos! ¿Por ventura, Señor, desechasteis al miserable o apartasteis al pobre mendigo? ¿Por ventura, Señor, tienen término vuestras grandezas o vuestras magníficas obras? ¡Oh Dios mío y misericordia mía! ¡Y cómo las podéis mostrar ahora en vuestra sierva! Poderoso sois, gran Dios. Ahora se podrá entender si mi alma se engaña cuando mira el tiempo perdido. Recuperad, Dios mío, el tiempo perdido con darme gracia en el presente y porvenir, para que parezca delante de Vos con vestiduras de bodas, pues si queréis podéis.

O my God, how can You suffer anyone to take pride in so miserable a thing? Grant, Lord, that we may cease to misunderstand ourselves. O how late my desires have been enkindled, while You, Lord, began so early to win me and call me, so that I might employ myself wholly in You! Have You ever rejected the wretched or turned away the poor beggar? Do Your great works or magnificence have any limit? O my God and my mercy, how wonderfully You can manifest them now in Your servant! You are powerful, great God. Now it will be seen whether my soul deceives itself when it considers the time it has lost. Recover for me, my God, the time lost, by giving me grace in the present and in the future, so that I may appear before You clothed in the wedding garment, for, if You will it, You can do so.

The paraphrase form of the prayer begins:

O my God! Source of all mercy! I acknowledge Thy sovereign power. While recalling the wasted years that are past, I believe that Thou, Lord, canst in an instant turn this loss to gain…

That version faithfully communicates Teresa’s intention, but expressions such as “source of all mercy,” “sovereign power,” and “turn this loss to gain” are expansions.

What’s going on in this prayer?

Teresa is not asking God literally to reverse the passage of time.  She asks Him to redeem its spiritual consequences.

Years wasted through tepidity, distraction, vanity, or sin cannot be lived again, but grace can supply what was lacking by producing deeper humility, gratitude, penance, charity, and renewed fervor.

Past failure can be the occasion for holiness.

Her image of the “wedding garment” comes from Matthew 22:11–14. She prays that, whatever the poverty of her past, God will clothe her soul in the grace necessary to stand before Him at the heavenly banquet.

Thus the prayer combines contrition with immense confidence.

Teresa looks backward without despair and forward without presumption.

The past belongs to divine mercy; the present and future must be surrendered to divine grace.

This points to …

Purification of memory.  

We have to purify our memories, or rather allow God to purify them, and learn not to hold onto things that can hinder us.  That doesn’t mean “forget”.  It means putting them in the right context.  Seeing them in a Christ-centered way, not a self-centered way.  In a sense, clinging to injuries, wallowing in past sins is a form of “vanity” because it is all about “me”.  It shoves Christ to the side, when He has to be at the center of those memories.   Consider than continuing to rub one’s face with the mire of sins that you have sincerely confessed and been absolved for is a kind of denial of Christ’s power to forgive.

The Enemy demons cannot read our minds, but they have access to our memories.   Moreover, they remember what we have forgotten.  The Enemy can throw obstacles in our path of spiritual growth through keeping us distracted by our memories…. of past accidents, of injuries and of our own sins.

Of course there is a balance to be achieved with the help of grace and the development of virtues which helps us to do penance for past sins and acts of reparation for others while leaving the “mess” we are or were in to the ministration of the Most Sacred Heart of Jesus.

Do yourselves a favor.

Here is a link to a talk given by a good friend of mine, Fr. Cliff Ermatinger, a gifted speaker and writer.  I’ve mentioned his books here, though not often enough.  This talk is about:

The Goal of the Spiritual Life: Memory and Virtue.

It is the third part of a series.  He provides the audio and a careful outline of the talk:

HERE

If you are troubled by past injuries or your own past sins, I implore you to listen to it.  I am confident that this talk will be beneficial for you no matter what stage you are at in your spiritual life.  40 minutes of your life very well spent.

And… need it be said?

GO TO CONFESSION!

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ASK FATHER: My territorial parish is awful. I’ve tried. But I have my family to think of. Should I say or should I go?

From a reader…

QUAERITUR:

Hello Father, I was raised (although not Catholic, I am a convert) to believe that you support your territorial parish no matter what, and attend their services and volunteer for their ministries, because even if the parish has a bad pastor and bad liturgy and bad catechesis, these things will never improve for those who remain, or are otherwise stuck, as long as the faithful leave for greener pastures. So I stay in my parish and attend the awful novus ordo mass offered because I believe I have a duty and an obligation to my church regardless of how I feel about it. I volunteer for RCIA but have no authority over the catechesis and sit and cringe as false doctrine is proffered. I pray and fast for our catechumens, and catechist, and the pastors, and these ridiculous “eucharistic ministers” as the priest has taken to calling the laity who hand out the host like hors d’oeuvres at the world’s worst cocktail party. Nobody likes me very much although I do my best to keep my head down. I am starting to question the wisdom of this approach because the whole thing is making me miserable. I can not save the church and I want my family to be inculturated into the true faith, not whatever this is. There is a much more orthodox parish nearby enough, although not territorially ours. Please advise. Thank you for your attention.

How sorry I am that you are in this pickle. One priest whom I consulted before answering … I wrote to several, including a bishop or two… wrote back:

Immediately upon reading this inquiry I felt a profound sadness to think that a man who takes his faith seriously, and is concerned about his family’s faith, should be put in this position by a brother priest. I cannot pass judgement on the priest’s conscience, but it would appear that his actions are disturbing.

My sentiments, too.

Your instinct to support your territorial parish is noble, generous and Catholic.

Ordinarily, the local parish should provide a community in which the faithful worship, receive instruction, serve neighbors, and help remedy lesser defects patiently.

Nevertheless, this principle does not impose an absolute duty to remain where liturgy, preaching, and catechesis endanger your peace or your family’s formation.

Canon law obliges the faithful to support the needs of the Church (can. 222 §1), but does not require exclusive attendance at, or financial support of, one’s territorial parish.

The faithful have a right to receive the Church’s spiritual goods (can. 213), and pastors must ensure that God’s word is proclaimed in its entirety and sound catechetical formation provided (can. 528).

Your responsibility is to safeguard and nourish your family’s Catholic faith, especially that of your children.

You have made a sincere effort. Remaining amid false doctrine while lacking the ability to correct it exposes you to occasions for anger, discouragement, and resentment. You cannot repair a parish single-handedly.

Go, therefore, with a clear conscience to the parish where doctrine is sound, worship reverent, and your family can grow in faith. Offer that parish your presence, abilities, prayers, volunteer work, and financial support.

You may courteously tell your present pastor why you are leaving, without accusation or bitterness. Registration and sacramental arrangements vary by parish or diocese, so ask the pastor of the other about requirements about reception of services there.  Remember also that registration at a parish that is not your territorial parish or “personal” or “national” parish doesn’t make you a parishioner there.  However registration is important for future needs and opportunities.

Depart peacefully, pray for those remaining, and seek the place where your family can flourish in Christ.

That said, I had a couple responses from my priestly consultants which merit posting because they were just too good.  For example,

Some will lament the notion of “parish shopping” arguing that if every orthodox and pious person left the local “Catholic Community of the Servant Leader and Hugs” and drove 30 miles to “St. Athanasius,” it would deprive CCSLH of the opportunity to reform. Sorry, but some places need to be shut down, and can’t be reformed.  In a reasonable world, if CCSLH hemorrhaged parishioners by the boatload and St. Athanasius grew by leaps and bounds, the wise solons of the chancery would look and say, “We need more priests like that pastor of St. Athanasius, and someone really needs to talk to that Servant Leader chap.”

Another:

There is a scene in the marvelous movie, A Man for All Seasons, in which Sir Thomas More says to the character, Richard Rich, “A man should go where he won’t be tempted.”

Another:

One is not required to be a passive participant in a situation that likely will cause spiritual harm.

And:

It is a noble thing to remain in once territorial parish, and if that is tolerable, it is the ideal. It sounds more like your faith is being assaulted. My advice in one word? Run!

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