Of Tolkien and a very young Fr. Z

J.R.R. Tolkien’s books provided inestimable foundations for my later acceptance of all that the Catholic Church taught and that in conjunction with its most powerful conveyer of doctrine, sacred liturgical worship. In fact, at the behest of a wise grandmother, who saw I was really into this author, suggested that I write to him. I did. He wrote back. I wrote again, his letter arrived after he died. There is a line in it that people were waiting in the car for him and he had to be brief, for they were going “on holiday”. He died that night. Maybe… the last thing he wrote?

Still in my teens, a close friend and I, also formed by JRRT in many ways – the story of how we found each other in that metropolis is worthy – took a trip together to Milwaukee, specifically to Marquette University. Little did I know of the spiritual peril we were going into, like… into Jesuit Mordor. The Professor’s papers, manuscripts and original artwork of The Hobbit and Lord of the Rings are there. Yes, you read that right. We spent a couple of days in there, reading and copying and being amazed.

One of the things we read was the unpublished epilogue “ending” of the Lord of the Rings which didn’t make it. Tolkien’s choice to end it. My friend and I knew about this in … 1975?

It was a beautiful piece about Sam, 14 years of married life after the departure of Frodo to the Undying Lands. Sam was working on the Red Book. He has a conversation with his daughter and wife. At the end, Sam is outside and hears the call of the sea.

I remember how the two of us sat there and took this in, surrounded by the boxes that had that papers and drawings. It was awesome. We, as everyone in those days, was hungry for more about… everything and everyone, about the Silmarillion about… anything. And here was the call of the sea to Sam, who had been a Ringbearer.

It was a formative moment in my life, shared with one of the bestest of friends, and that’s no mistake.

Okay… the video which brought this up.

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ROME 26/4– Days 27 & 28: Pope SAINT Leo IX lead an army

This beautiful sunny yet cool Roman day started by the sun’s rising at 06:20 and it will end at 19:59.

The Ave Maria (which you know all about now) is at 20:15 according to the Vatican curial calendar.

On this day in 1303 Boniface VIII founded the Sapienza University here in Rome, which still exists today.

On this day in 1884 Pope Leo XIII published the encyclical Humanum genus, condemning Freemasonry.

In the Novus Ordo calendar it is the feast of Pope St. Anicetus (+c. 166).   In the Vetus, he was commemorated on the 17th.  According to St. Irenaeus, St. Polycarp of Smyrna (a disciple of St John the Evangelist), came to Rome to discuss the date of Easter with Anicetus. They didn’t conclude anything at that time.  This eventually became a big controversy.   It was a massively complicated matter, still disputed today.   Anicetus opposed Gnostics and priests with long hair.  Really.  Tradition says that Anicetus was martyred during the reign of the Emperor Lucius Verus, who is the boy in the movie GladiatorGladiator II is terrible, by the way.

Speaking of Popes, yesterday we celebrated another saintly pontiff, St. Leo IX (+19 April 1054).  He militated against simony and decreed clerical celibacy to the rank of subdeacon.   As Pope he travelled all over the place, attending “walking togethers” which dealt with concrete issues, rather than dreamy bloviating.   During his time as Pope, relations broke down with Constantinople.  He also had a hard time with the Normans in the south and led an army against them – yes, the SAINT Pope led an army.  He lost and was held captive until he recognized the Normans in Calabria and Apulia.

Why do I bring him up?  Because yesterday was his feast day and because TAN published a work by him

The Battle of the Virtues and Vices: Defending the Interior Castle of the Soul

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Here’s the table of contents.  See if there isn’t a point in there for you.  Or … maybe more than one?  You can right click this for a bigger image in a new tab.

Yesterday, Sunday, I said Holy Mass for my monthly and Roman donors.  Especially dear to me are my “200!”s and “100!”s.  These are people who signed up for a monthly donation when I was in a really tough situation.  My otherwise cold, black heart always warms a little when a notice from one of these arrives.

I’ve also in the last weeks said Masses with intentions from SH, SW, MP, VC, DM, LM, WC, SB, MF, JW, VD.  I have had to say a couple Requiem Masses at the report of the death of someone close to a friend so my regular list is interrupted slightly.

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This is very cool…

Black to move and mate in 4. (Easy.)

NB: I’ll hold comments with solutions ’till the next day so there won’t be “spoilers” for others.

Interested in learning?  Try THIS.

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Feast of St. Expeditus… belated

Yesterday, 19 April, was the Feast of St. Expeditus – patron saint of procrastinators.  I put off posting about him till now.

He was a Roman soldier and is so depicted, also holding aloft a sign or cross with the word “HODIE” on it (“TODAY”) and stepping on crow, which makes a noise that sounds like Latin “cras… tomorrow”.

 

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ASK FATHER: Was the feeding of the 5000 just a moment of “sharing” or was it a true miracle?

From a reader…

QUAERITUR:

I hope you can explain something for me. I saw something about the Pope in Africa saying that Jesus’ miraculous feeding of the crowds was really just a moment of sharing, people stopped being selfish and took out the food they had and shared it around. Doesn’t that mean that it was wasn’t a miracle at all? It was just a human thing?

You are asking about a line Pope Leo’s recent sermon in Cameroon at Douala in Japoma Stadium) Friday 17 April 2026.

That is on top of this:

We need some context.  Pope Leo was preaching in Africa.  A glance at the whole of the homily clearly addressed the fact that some people have abundance and others are in poverty. He was reflecting on John 6:1–15 as a word of salvation addressed to Cameroon and “all humanity”. He frames Jesus’ question to the Apostles about the hungry people who followed him into the wilderness, “What will you do?”.  This is a question for everyone: parents, pastors, public officials, rich and poor, young and old. He stressed human need and creatureliness, then presents Jesus’ response as blessing the little that is available and distributing it for all. Leo interprets the feeding as showing that bread becomes sufficient when it is shared, and he links the sign to Christ’s refusal of domination and His mission of loving service. He then moves from bodily hunger to spiritual hunger, presenting Christ in the Eucharist as the true nourishment of the soul and the source of hope, solidarity, forgiveness, and ecclesial fellowship. There’s more but it is not relevant.

What is the troubling line?  I’ll put it in bold along with couple of other things:

While awaiting our answers, Jesus gives his own:  “Jesus took the loaves, and when he had given thanks, he distributed them to those who were seated; so also the fish, as much as they wanted” (v. 11).  A serious problem was solved by blessing the little food that was present and sharing it with all who were hungry.  The multiplication of the loaves and the fish happened while sharing: that is the miracle!  There is bread for everyone if it is given to everyone.  There is bread for everyone if it is taken, not with a hand that snatches away, but with a hand that gives.  [Tell that to Wisenbuger in Detroit and Martin in Charlotte.] Let us observe Jesus’ gesture closely:  when the Son of God took the bread and the fish, he first gave thanks.  He was grateful to the Father for that which would become a gift and a blessing for all the people.

In this way, the food was abundant.  It was not rationed out of necessity.  It was not stolen in strife.  It was not wasted by those who gorge themselves in the presence of those who have nothing to eat.  Passing from the hands of Christ to those of his disciples, the food increased for everyone; indeed, it was superabundant (cf. vv. 12-13).  Amazed by what Jesus had done, the people exclaimed:  “This is indeed the prophet!” (v. 14), that is, the one who speaks in God’s name, the Word of the Almighty.

Note well.  Leo started with that tired and, by itself, heretical trope, that the real miracle of the moment was getting everyone to share the food they had hidden.  This has been around a while and it is a darling of liberals to the point that they can barely see the anti-Eucharistic meaning and the acid of modernism that dissolves the supernatural into the nature.

However, that said, Leo went on to include that the food was superabundant and he used Eucharistic imagery.  That saves what he said.

That said, there are priests and bishops out there who do fall into the trap and make jackasses of themselves while trying to keep the Church as a continuation of Woodstock.

“The multiplication of the loaves and the fish happened while sharing: that is the miracle!”, is not a harmless paraphrase if it is not hemmed in with many other things.

Taken by itself, and that is what some critics of Leo did, it relocates the miracle itself. In the Gospel, the miracle is not that the crowd learned to share lunch.

The miracle is that Christ multiplied the loaves.

That is the Church’s own language. In the Catechism of the Catholic Church 1335, the Church speaks explicitly of “the miracles of the multiplication of the loaves.”

1335 The miracles of the multiplication of the loaves, when the Lord says the blessing, breaks and distributes the loaves through his disciples to feed the multitude, prefigure the superabundance of this unique bread of his Eucharist….

John 6 is especially clear. After the meal, the disciples “filled twelve baskets with fragments from the five barley loaves left by those who had eaten,” and then the crowd, having seen the “sign,” said, “This is indeed the Prophet who is to come into the world.”

The text points to a supernatural sign, not to a lesson in group ethics.

And, the leftovers come from the original five loaves. The crowd reacts by identifying Jesus with the expected prophet like Moses. That response makes sense ONLY if they have witnessed a messianic wonder. It makes no sense if all that happened was that people became less selfish.

Bringing this forward, of course Christians should share. No Catholic denies that. Charity is a necessary moral consequence of the Gospel. But consequence is not the same thing as content. The feeding of the five thousand can certainly teach generosity, yet the sign itself is Christ’s sovereign act. Christ – not a communist – does not merely organize redistribution. He feeds the multitude by divine power and in doing so prefigures the superabundance of the Eucharist.

That is why the Church has always treated this event as a miracle of multiplication.

The modern “miracle of sharing” reading has long been criticized as an imposition on the text rather than an interpretation drawn from it. The theory depends on details absent from the Gospel and empties the sign of its supernatural force. It reduces a revelation of Christ’s identity to a moralism about human behavior.

Where does this, frankly, stupid reduction of “sharing” come from and why should it be avoided if possible?

The “sharing” trope, the “miracle of sharing” interpretation, traces back to a 19th c. German Protestant Heinrich Eberhard Gottlieb Paulus. Paulus was a rationalist, who denied the possibility of miracles and prophecy. Therefore all Gospel miracle accounts were explained away in purely naturalistic terms.   In fact, Leo does summarize Paulus’s reconstruction: Jesus and the disciples began distributing their own food in order to set an example, the members of the crowd followed suit, and eventually there was enough for all. However, he hemmed that in with the rest of the account which reinjects – barely – the supernatural element.

Note also that Heinrich Paulus, writing in 19th c. century Germany, was also anti-Semitic. So there is an implicit anti-Semitism in this interpretation. Many people who took this view depicted the rich Jewish people as being selfish who needed to be moved by the humble poverty of Jesus and His disciples.  That’s the miracle.  Ummm… no.

This “miracle of sharing” notion should be scrapped and never used because it causes confusion, as it has this time.  Sure, this time, we can see that Leo meant that the miraculous multiplication happened in the contexts of sharing.  Sharing by the haves with the have nots was a point he was trying to make.

But today, you have to be super careful about what you say because for every 1 person who is smart enough and patient enough and has enough know how to study a little, there are 8958 who don’t and they are all on twitter or have “Catholic podcasts”.

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Your Sunday Sermon Notes – 2nd Sunday after Easter (N.O. 3rd Sunday OF Easter)

Too many people today are without good, strong preaching, to the detriment of all. Share the good stuff.

Was there a GOOD point made in the sermon you heard at your Mass of obligation for this 2nd Sunday after Easter (N.O. 3rd Sunday OF Easter)?

Tell us about attendance especially for the Traditional Latin Mass.

Any local changes or (hopefully good) news?

A taste of what I offered at 1 Peter 5 this week:

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That promise of unity is no minor afterthought. The scattered sheep are in peril precisely because they are scattered. Sheep wandering alone do not remain sheep for long. They “became food for all the wild beasts” as Ezekiel put it. The same urgency lies under the Lord’s words in John 10. If the Shepherd lays down His life, the danger must be proportionate to the sacrifice. He does not die because the flock is mildly inconvenienced. He dies because the sheep are in mortal peril. That theme is sounded magnificently in the traditional Collect for this Sunday:

Deus, qui in Filii tui humilitate iacentem mundum erexisti:
fidelibus tuis perpetuam concede laetitiam;
ut, quos perpetuae mortis eripuisti casibus,
gaudiis facias perfrui sempiternis.

A literal rendering

O God, who by the abasement of Your Son raised up a fallen world,
grant to Your faithful perpetual joy,
so that those whom You snatched from the calamities of perpetual death,
You may cause to enjoy everlasting joys.

The prayer does not permit a shallow estimate of our condition. We were stranded in a fallen world. We were snatched by Christ from perpetual death. The height of the joy offered here is sharpened by the depth of the abyss from which we were delivered.

[…]

GO TO CONFESSION!

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ROME 26/4– Day 26:

The sun rose upon Rome at 06:23 and it will sink beyond sight at 19:56.

The Ave Maria should ring at 20:15.

On the way to church this afternoon I heard in V. Monserrato a couple of very nervous bells. I think it was coming from the Spanish church. I’ll have to park myself over there some time and try to catch it. It was an odd pattern, too.

That would be an interesting website, no? Bells of Rome. Tintinnabula tinniant. Recordings of the bells of different churches and chapels. It might take a small army of people to collect the recordings at different times of the day and different reasons. For example, for funerals, bells toll and for the Angelus or Regina Caeli, they have different patterns.

Yesterday’s elegant repast …

A couple more shots of the rooms of St. Benedict Joseph Labre

White to move and mate in 4.

NB: I’ll hold comments with solutions ’till the next day so there won’t be “spoilers” for others.

Just for nice.

And GO TO CONFESSION!

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Wherein Fr Z is “shocked, shocked!”

In Casablanca, one of the best films ever, Captain Renault, about to shut down Rick’s Café utters:

“I’m shocked! Shocked to find that gambling is going on in here.”
[a croupier hands Renault a pile of money]
Croupier: Your winnings, sir.
Captain Renault: [sotto voce] Oh, thank you very much.

I was sent a copy of a recent tome The Disastrous Pontificate by Dominic J Grigio

US HERE – UK HERE

The Disastrous Pontificate: Pope Francis’ Rupture from the Magisterium is an expansive, highly structured critique of the Francis pontificate, written from a traditional Catholic theological standpoint. Published by Os Justi Press in November 2025, this 876-page tome is presented under the penname “Dominic J. Grigio,” a Catholic clergyman who says he wrote anonymously out of undoubtedly realistic concerns about reprisals and the Wrath of the Whatever High Atop the Thing .

What distinguishes the book is not only its severity of judgment but also its method. Grigio says that the core analytical section, “The Errors of Pope Francis” (together with “The Questionable Words and Deeds of Pope Francis and his Appointees” they span 500 pages), is modeled on Ludwig Ott’s Fundamentals of Catholic Dogma: that is, it proceeds in a schematic, doctrinal way, testing Francis’s statements against settled theological categories and prior magisterial teaching. He adds that the accompanying source compendium, “Sources: The Errors in the Light of Scripture, Tradition, and the Magisterium”, is inspired by Heinrich Denzinger’s Enchiridion. In fact, the writer acknowledges at the beginning a site Denzinger-Bergoglio: a reference-style catalogue in which texts from Francis evaluated.

The book therefore functions as more than a polemic. It is presented as a hybrid of dogmatic manual, documentary dossier, and chronological indictment. Its basic thesis is that Francis’s pontificate introduced ambiguity and rupture into Catholic teaching and governance, and that this confusion must be answered by a disciplined return to the Church’s perennial doctrinal sources. In that sense, the volume is best understood as a prosecution of the Francis era, organized with the architecture of Ott and the documentary discipline of Denzinger.

This is not a book for comfortable evening reading as if a novel in an arm chair.  That would be too depressing.   It serves as a resource.  It serves as a public record.  It is hard evidence.  It is a thorough prosecution.

So, I’m shocked, shocked that there is such a book.  I’m as shocked as Capt. Renault.

Seriously, the book is shocking.  We can, over years, allow the details of what Francis & Co. did and said to slip away in the rear view mirror.  But once they are all recalled, laid out and detailed, the results are truly shocking.

The book is also shocking for me, as a priest and, especially, as a convert.  As a new Catholic who came into the Church in the years of the vigorous John Paul II, and who was ordained by him, and who got to know well Card. Ratzinger, I have as Catholics ought a deep respect for the papacy.  I venerate the office of the Vicar of Christ and the munus Petrinum because they are willed by God for the good of souls.

I am not shaken in my respect for the office of the Vicar of Christ, the munus Petrinum.   We must distinguish between the office and the men who obtain it.

I’ll close with another great screen moment, taken from the video version of I, Claudius, the book by Robert Graves.  In his old age, Claudius knows he cannot prevent the beastly Nero from becoming Emperor.  Hence he does nothing to stop him or prevent his own murder thinking that when people see how bad Nero is, they will want the Republic back.  Old Claudius, in his cups, repeats, “Let all the poisons that lurk in the mud hatch out.”

For a deep cleansing to be possible, everything needs to be exposed.

It is possible that this tome might shake some common sense into our brothers and sisters about the state of things.

¡Hagan lío!

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ROME 26/4– Day 25: steak and a peek

“When,” you ask, “did the sun rise in Rome today? I respond: “06:25.”

“And when will it set?”

“19:55.

“Did you hear the Ave Maria Bell last night at 20:15?”

“No. I was distracted by a ribeye steak”

Not much to report, except that I had a strong need for beef… SOOOOO good here.  It still takes some know-how.

Treatments: salt, white pepper, oregano.  Both sides.  30 minutes.

In the pan in butter:

With spinach.  They come apart so easily.  I’ll save some for Saturday.

Yesterday was the Feast of St. Benedict Joseph Labre.  His rooms are open once a year, on his feast.  Here are a few images.  More in the days to come.

 

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ROME 26/4– Day 24: two beautiful saints

The bear bare bones.

Sunrise at 06:26.

Sunset at 19:54.

Ave Maria 20:15.

HOWEVER… my Ave Maria Clock App with the classic Six Hour Clock rings now with the proper Ave Maria pattern at the time of the solar schedule, not the curial cyclical.

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Beautifully done…

And…

Two great saints to day.  St. Bernadette (I think of the mother of a dear friend whose name was Bernadette) and St.  Benedict Joseph Labre, a close associate of The Parish™ .

Today’s lunch.  Pizza bianca and mortadella with black truffle.

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ROME 26/3– Day 23: Pure hate

 

In Rome the sun rose at 6:28 and it set at 19:53.

The curia calendar has moved the Ave Maria Bell into the 20:15 cycle.

More on time and the Vatican in another post.  Hang on to your sandal straps.

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This is simply too cool.

 

I was out for supper with an American priest and his parents, here as part of a tour.  Nice family.  They said that I had had an influence on how they lived their faith.  That’s good to hear once in a while. I am grateful.

We ate at a place I often go to, though they have been a bit up and down lately.   Frankly, the place I wanted to go wouldn’t seat us because they were too early (which isn’t what their site said).  Some highlights.

Fuzzy and mostly gone, but caponata, perhaps the best in the City.

Risotto crema di scampi.

alla Norma

Scottaditto… to my eye it looked a little over done.

alla Siciliana.

Great conversation.

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